yes.that's.me.

(80) NEVER EASY.

2011-10-27T01:52:00.002+08:00

What is your motive?
Can you just say that,
'My motive is to see their photos, see how pretty they are
through their profile pictures, see their eyebrows, interested to see
their dressings.'
Then don't you mean that you're interested in them
just by looking at their pictures?
By initiating,it shows interest.

Aku dah malas nak cakap. I also can do what you do.

With Love,

Mimi

XOXO

(79) SELAMAT HARI RAYE!!!!

2011-09-01T23:47:00.004+08:00

Date: 30th August 2011,Tuesday.

Alhamdullillah. I celebrated Hari Raya well this year. :) It was not about the collection but it was the beginning of the day that was very rare to happen. I accompanied Mama to her workplace and we talked our hearts out. You're always my bestfriend,Mama. I do not mind living in a world with you only - no friends and boyfriend. Thank you for sharing a part of you which I will always remember till my death. The part of you gives me strength,wisdom,patience and perseverance to lead life ahead of me. *Apa yang telah terjadi dahulu akan menjadi satu tauladan untuk Adek.* I am born for you,Mama. Stay strong. :* Adek love Mama many-many! :')

Some pictures of my Happy Raya! :)

I am the most grateful person on the Earth (there are others too! haha) to be born into this world with a beautiful hilarious family members,full of love. Although there are many things happened to us,we take them as our learning points to be someone better in the future. We may not succeed academically and financially,but always remember that we must not stop what we are doing right now-working our asses off. When we succeed in any ways one day,please do not forget our roots, alright? Mimi love you all many-many!!! :)

....

What men can do,we women can do the things you do too. Sometimes,we women nag alot and talk rubbish,but we actually want to say that men's actions are asking for IT. We women try our best to take care of the men,but still no matter how much love and concern we women put in,the men show that they are never enough. Maybe some men. Women,do you understand why men love looking at other attractive women -with big boobies,gorgeous figure and facial features (in their opinion)? Do you think it is just their nature? Hmm...if they are still looking at/for others and still dare to touch us for showing their love,don't you feel fucked up understanding what men really want ? ? ? Ouch ouch ouch...

....

With Love,

Mimi

XOXO

(78) I'M LOST.

2011-08-26T00:52:00.003+08:00

Date: 25th August 2011,Thursday

I woke up this morning, to prepare Sarah for school. Sarah and Martin wanted to wear their Raya outfit. I could tell that they could not wait to celebrate Mini Hari Raya Celebration in school.

Sarah

Martin was saying "You Rock!"

Martin and Sarah

I met girlfriends in the afternoon. Can't wait for the Bangkok trip next April. Insya'Allah! :)

....

I came across this blog and I became a loyal reader to this blogger which I would not mention her name here. There was one of her posts which made me thinking and I realised it was true. I used to be someone who did not mind looking laid back,always wore slippers whenever I went out,kept gaining weight. Her post stated that it was wrong to carry on what I have been doing. She believed that by looking good and making oneself attractive will always make your boyfriend set his eyes on you. Furthermore,by looking attractive,he will be proud that he has a gorgeous girlfriend. In overall,at least,you have to look great for your boyfriend. In my opinion,no matter how pretty a girl is,the boyfriend for sure look at other girls. However,I have no proofs to prove my opinion.

This entry is just my confession of a girlfriend. ~~I think I jolly well work hard to look attractive.~~ If this issue still persists,I will just continue what I am doing or can't be bothered of what is happening.

Giving assurance of love towards a person consistently is healthy,but if one admits that he/she is interested in looking at how the other parties' dressing,looks/make-up and etc,it really pulls down the confidence of the bf/gf. Don't you think so? Or it just me who is lacking of confidence?

;(

Love,

Mimi

XOXO

(77) What I Want?

2011-08-23T10:40:00.003+08:00

I want a guy who is afraid of losing me.

With Love,

Mimi

XOXO

(76)

2011-08-22T11:01:00.001+08:00

" I'm selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. I make mistakes. I am out of control, and at times hard to handle.

But if u cant

handle me at my worst....then sure as hell don't deserve me at my best. "

-Marilyn Monroe-

With Love,

Mimi

XOXO

(75) WISHLIST.

2011-08-19T01:06:00.005+08:00

Date: 18th August 2011, Thursday

Finally,I have completed 5 semesters out of 6,and I have yet to complete 6 months of attachment. I am attached to Grand Mercure Roxy as a housekeeping attendant for the first three months.

Putting that aside. Hmmm...I am missing my girlfriends. I will post more about my schooldays aite? :)

Sooo tooday,guess what? Once after the completion of exams and a short meet-up with my liaison officer, Kade, Nelly and I went to Causeway Point and window shopping. The girls bought some items. I never fail to spend a great time with them. *Meet up soon,Girls!* :)

I took a short deep nap once reached home. After so, Fendi and I fetched Baby Shasha at work and had a break fast together at Cineleisure's Burger King. We ended our day, walking through the Ramadhan Bazaar at Geylang.

This is what I bought - Fitflop's Frou in Fuchsine! I have been eyeing on this gorgeous for the past 2 months. Finally,you're mine,candy. :)

Next up in my wishlist is a Canon S95. I want to own a camera for leisure purposes *suke2 only* and furthermore,I want to be obsessed in taking photos of myself,can I? :) But I am still considering.

And lastly,tadaaa!!! Sony Ericsson Aino!! Currently,I have been using a Sony Ericsson handphone since it was given to me on my 16th Birthday. I love the brand.

Hopefully,I can get this items with the rezeki (extra gift/money) I was given. :) Till the next post!

With Love,

Mimi

XOXO

(74) TAKING TIME.

2011-08-14T00:47:00.002+08:00

I will blog again soon.

I will be having exams from 15th to 18th August 2011.

On 19th to 21st August, Along, Mama, Sarah, Martin and I will be

going to KL to shop for festive items.

I will be back with a new blog skin.

Love,

Mimi

XOXO

(73) THINKING.

2011-03-31T04:22:00.002+08:00

If you realise,

I don't have many pictures of myself,

my life journey,family,friends and love.

Because...

Every moment has already been captured

in my heart,mind and soul.

I'm grateful.

Sometimes,it comes a thought which says,

'You're not pretty enough.

That's why it happens.'

There is still hope.

But when an ounce of trust gains,

it starts to lose again.

:'(

With love,

Mimi

XOXO

(72) UPDATES

2011-03-31T02:54:00.005+08:00

UPDATES:

Date: 31st March 2011

Event: Slacking

Work has been better and better.

I went to Jurong Point to take my laptop which required major servicing. I had some thoughts for the past few days to get another laptop after selling this. Can anyone recommend me some better ones in terms of simplicity,power efficiency and smoothness of downloading? I was thinking of Asus. What do you think?

Yes,it's undeniably ugly. I had serious acnes on the forehead,both cheeks and my chin. Fortunately,after changing lots of cream wash and now settling with CNI,it gets better. I can't say flawless yet because too much praising will cause lots of acnes. *Hee!* :)

About LOVE,all I can say that I'm working hard for the best of my love,our love. I hope the other half will do the same. :) All minus will eventually become plus in some ways,you see,even if minus multiplies.

Date: 22nd March 2011

Results were out.

Alhamdullilah,I passed.

For now I can't say much about my performance.

I can do much better next time with more focus and revision.

Insya'Allah.

Date: 21st March 2011

Event: Stitch Avenue Meeting.

Due to my unpredictable commitments, lack of urgency, I backed out from Stitch Avenue. Despite this fact,we are all the same,still friends,still 'sayang-sayang'. They agreed. I wish them best of luck in this business and may all of you succeed. Amin :)

Now,I miss these two extraordinary people in my life.

I miss you both tonnes and tonnes. Meet up soon otey!

Date: 12th March to 14th March 2011

Event: Holiday @ Kuala Lumpur (KL),Malaysia

Food,food,foood and lots of food! KL is a diversed capital of Malaysia like Singapore but its major portion of population consists of Malays. My family and I love going there for their unique silks and batiks,food and lastly shopping. When we were there, there weren't much 'in-things' yet, still the same. I bought a pair of Pedro sandals and Roxy platforms with my own pay.

Me & Adek

Bie

Adek

Sarah & Martin

Always had a great time! :)

Date:4th March 2011

Event: Love's Birthday

Surprised him at home.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY,SAYANG!

MAY YOUR BLESSED WITH THE BEST!

Date: 3rd March 2011

Event: Kakak Cantik's Birthday

With a simple message,

I hope that it always reminds you that you're not forgotten and

will never be.

You have been and I know will always be

my greatest,bestest friend and sister.

Thank you for every moments together.

May you're blessed with success,unconditional love and

everything nice. :)

You know, you deserve the best.

Birthday gift,when school reopens.

I don't know what to get for you.

My updates.

With love,

Mimi

XOXO

(71) 10 MONTHS MORE!

2011-03-08T22:50:00.001+08:00

10 MONTHS MORE!

E/S

With Love,

Mimi

XOXO

(70) 19TH

2011-02-16T22:29:00.003+08:00

Date: 14th February 2011

Event: Celebrate 1st Anniversary with Sayang

Where: Universal Studio, Sentosa

Insya'Allah.

Till forever.

Date: 16th February 2011

Event: My Birthday

Where: At Home

At home.

Rotting.

With Love,

Mimi

XOXO

(69) I MISS YOU.

2011-01-06T12:48:00.002+08:00

i miss you,

everything about you.

With Love,

Mimi

XOXO

(68) WELCOME 2011.

2011-01-01T15:28:00.005+08:00

Alhamdulillah. 2010 has passed.

Like others,I have gone thru ups and downs

in my education journey,in my love

which I have overcome.

Alhamdulillah. My family is always supportive of me

in every single thing I do.

Alhamdulillah,thru'out 2010,

Families,friends,love and I created a stronger bond.

Most importantly,

in 2010 I have gained knowledge,patience,perseverance,

became wiser thru my ups and downs,

and be close to Allah.

Alhamdulillah.

Now,I will be looking forward to 2011,

to strive for the best

and be more closer to Allah.

*Be more prepared as life is unpredictable.*

Date: 31st Dec 2010 - 1st Jan 2011

Event: Celebrate New Year with Sayang & Friends

Celebrated Along's advance birthday.

What a small world.

Most left: The lady is Kade's cousin. :)

Yang,thank you soo much.

For your patience,understanding,sacrifices for me.

Hope that 2011 (and years to come) will give me opportunities

to know you even better,

to spend more time with you,

and

to embrace long distance love.

I can't ask more from you.

But I will always be faithful and honest in our love.

Always remember that we borrow love from Allah

to love each other.

May we be blessed by Him with better love,better health,better rezeki.

Amin.

Thank you,Ana,April,Iskandar,Along

for celebrating with me and Afai.

For all,

may Allah be with you.

Always.

Amin. :)

With Love,

Mimi

XOXO

(67) B...oh b...

2010-12-23T21:22:00.002+08:00

B...thank you soo much for the extra mile of effort.

Thank you soo much. :')

I do really appreciate it.

I love you too much oreadi.

That's why.

B...muke itik tu pon,muke mcm kau b

hahah !

With Love,

Mimi

XOXO

(66) SAD.

2010-12-21T13:38:00.006+08:00

Courtesy of Stitch Avenue

No point...

I brought it home. But still...

~~How can you...?~~

No point of being the most kind-hearted,the most gorgeous,

the most out of everything one can describe about the person she/he loves.

Guess...it's the form of entertainment one needs to desire himself/herself.

And because the heart that loves hurts....

I'm not giving up.

And I do still believe in love.

Jealousy is the pain which one feels from the apprehension

that one is not equally beloved by the person whom she entirely loves

and sometimes it's the fun one think they have.

*Chin up,Mimi. Be strong. One small matter. Still uncomparable. :)*

Courtesy of Stitch Avenue

Turn your wounds into wisdom. ~Oprah Winfrey

With Love,

Mimi

XOXO

(65) IT'S JUST THE BEGINNING.

2010-12-19T17:02:00.009+08:00

Two weeks school holidays have just started.

I have quite few plans in my head.

Hopefully,the plans will run smoothly as I have imagined. :)

Date: 18th December 2010

Event: As usual, Mimi-Afai Day.

Date with Afai Sayang at Earle Swensen's @ Vivocity

Chubby huh...

Thank you for the wonderful treat,Sayang.

Though I don't really eat Western food that much.

*Will always stick with you.*

Date: 17th December 2010

Event: Lunch/Food Etiqutte @ Charcoal

Let out the first bloop of the day.

hee.

With Happy Pills.

As usual. Camwhore.

With my Kakak Cantik.

In the bus.

With Classmates.

My reflection time.

In Charcoal located at City Hall.

Menu of the day.

Appetizer.

I became a goat for a day.

Soup. I ate only the hydrated apples.

Main course.

Salmon.

Don't ask me about the taste.

I'm too Malay for the taste yaw. No comments.

My favourite for the day.

Delicious. The nuts surrounded the cheesecake complement the overall taste.

Yumms!!

Annd I love the strawberry marshmallows!

Class photo outside Charcoal.

Before we went our separate ways.

Missing you people oreadi. boohoo.

*We serve for passion. Not for the pay.*

With Love,

Mimi

XOXO

(64) UPDATES.

2010-12-13T16:54:00.004+08:00

Date: 4th December 2010

Event: Watched Harry Potter with Sayang, Celebrated Hasif's Birthday

Makan time!

Group photo.

*Our eyes! Scary pe. heh :p*

Date: 4th December 2010

Event: Make-up Practice

Venue: School

I did a candy look. :)

Kulshan!

I forgot her name. hee.

Date: 3rd December 2010

Event: School Trip

Venue: Marina Barrage

It was raining though.

Me & Happy Pills

HS0903.

With Love,

Mimi

XOXO

(63) 2ND STITCH AVENUE PHOTOSHOOT

2010-11-27T02:07:00.008+08:00

Date: 26th November

Event: Stitch Avenue Photoshoot

The Flower & The Bird.

As always. My Happy Pills.

With Love,

Mimi

XOXO

(62) LAYAR ANDAYU 2010

2010-11-27T01:26:00.007+08:00

Date: 19th November 2010

Event: Layar Andayu 2010

Time: 7.30pm

Venue: NYP Auditorium

An unforgettable experience.

I would like to thank all of those who participated in Layar Andayu 2010.

You have made the production a successful one.

Thank you for your patience and cooperation.

The Journey.

Ticketing.

Me & Bby J.

Briefing.

Family.

I became close to a powerful woman,Haziqah.

Scene 1: Wedding.

Scene 2: Classroom.

Scene 6: Taman.

Scene 7: Dangdut

Scene 10: Matrep.

Finale.

Abang Ain. A creative,yet wonderful choreographer.

Future air steward,Feeq.

Thank you a zillion for your patience and understanding to each individual in MCG.

You're the best!

Me.

Me & Sayang.

Happy Pills.

Us.

Thank you soo much,korang. For the non-stoppable support.

I can't wait for next year. Insya'Allah. :)

With Love,

Mimi

XOXO

(61) Hee. So what?

2010-11-07T22:28:00.003+08:00

Credits: Stitch Avenue

Sorry. I have to admit that I'm good-looking.

*Perasan! HEE! Ooops!*

One more year to prepare.

Short or not,but hope for the best.

*Insya'Allah*

With love,

Mimi

XOXO

(60)Deleted.

2010-10-30T01:32:00.003+08:00

Taking 1 1/2 hours to delete 200+ contacts.

Worthwhile ride.

Anything for love.

*Love never fails.*

With Love,

Mimi

XOXO

(59) Stay Tune.

2010-10-24T18:34:00.004+08:00

Sorry for not updating. There was a week which had been tough for me. I'm recovering now.

Date: 23rd October 2010

Event: L.A Production VideoShoot

Location: School Compound

Taken by Atiqah Agazali

Credits: Feeq Irfan

Stay tune.

With Love,

Mimi

XOXO

(58) Wahai Teman...

2010-10-15T09:06:00.002+08:00

Bismillahir rahmanir rahim...

Wahai Teman,jangan lah dikau bersedih-sedih akan kehilangan yang tidak disangkakan. Alhamdulillah,pemergiannya di dalam keadaan yang sungguh beriman. Aku tahu bahwa situasi kami berlainan,tetapi sesungguhnya aku dapat merasakan kesedihan yang mendalam meliputi hatimu.

Wahai Teman...setiap kekurangan,kehilangan dan pemergian,tidak dapatku menafikan,bahwa ia amat susah diatasi. Sekian lama masa berlalu,akan kita dapat terima qada' dan qadar yang kami lalui. Setiap kekurangan,kehilangan dan pemergian akan mengutuhkan lagi hati kami yang lemah longlai dengan pertunjukan olehNya. Aku harap dikau,wahai Teman akan mengatasi cabaran yang diberi dengan penuh ketabahan dan kesabaran.

Wahai Teman,aku berharap bahwa dikau akan mengejar impian dan mencapai hasrat yang dipendam. Insya'Allah,Yang Maha Kuasa,akan meberi dikau keistimewaan untuk mengatasi segala yang ditempuhi.

Keistimewaan itu tidak dapat aku jelaskan,kerna yang utama,setiap hamba Allah sudah ditakdirkan mempunyai keistimewaan. Tetapi ada yang diberi kelebihan.

Wahai Teman,kami patut bersyukur dilahirkan di bumi,diturun olehNya untuk melihat keindahanNya dan kuasaNya. Dahulu,aku sungguh marah mengapa abah ku meninggalkan keluarga ku dan aku tidak dapat menerima apa yang aku lalui. Sesungguhnya,Yang Maha Adil dan Mengetahui,meluaskan minda ku dan hatiku untuk melihat apa yang diberi. Aku teramat bersyukur,wahai teman...tidak dapatku menjelaskan dengan kata-kata.

Walaupun pemergian itu ada sahaja menimbulkan kesusahan pada ku,Alhamdulillah,aku tidak rasa satu beban atau kekurangan tetapi satu kelebihan.

Wahai Temanku,yang cukup sempurna dengan kecantikan yang diberi,senyuman yang manis,seorang penghibur hati dengan gurau senda nya,aku berharap dikau wahai Teman tetap menjadi penghibur hati kami. Janganlah berubah. Kerna,selagi kami masih hidup,ada banyak perlu dipelajari,berkongsi sesama perasaan. Jangan sodeh-sodeh.

Dengan ini wahai Teman,berdoa lah yang baik.

:')

With Love,

Mimi

XOXO

(57) . . .

2010-10-07T21:35:00.002+08:00

With Love,

Mimi

XOXO

(56) MY DECISION.

2010-10-06T15:38:00.006+08:00

Hey hey..

It has been some time I have not have a heart-to-heart entry in my blog. I just don't want to blog about other people or back stabbed indirectly. Furthermore,it has never come across my mind to do so. Since I have been away from school, friends that I used to be close with during trainings,I would like to apologise for the disappearance for quite a long time. I know that I have created inconveniences and disruptions during trainings,being troublesome,and making most of you disappointed with my attendance.

When I was away,I was thinking alot actually. I will post it soon.

To Irah,Fariha,Farah,Mardiana:

Thank you sooo much for smsing me to push me hard to go. I will try alright. You have been pushing since the day I left and returned. Thank you soo much. :)

To Janiah,Atiqah (Lala),Mardinah:

Thank you my cute lil offsprings for making my atmosphere during trainings soo cheeky and I do really have great time with you to talk nonsense and everything.

To Feeq Irfan,Kak Ayu,Kak Put,Zulaika,Abang Ain:

I'm deeply sorry for the inconveniences i have created for not attending both dance and production trainings. I know I'm troublesome. I'm really sorry. I will come back with full of dedication and passion to future trainings. I know you have faith in me that I will do my best in my responsibility and role.

To Kade,Syad,Nelly,Maya,Iqah:

You have been really great true friends. Thank you for being there too. We will meet soon k? :)

For those who I have not mentioned:

Thank you for being there alright. You play a part in making a more wiser person.

For Shahrul,Ika,Nurul,Abang Rizman:

Thanks for giving me many opportunities and teaching me in details,broadening my views and making me an independent student. Especially,Nurul,always texting me to go training. haha. Thank you.

For All:

Oh yeah,if you ever hear that I talk behind your back or what so ever,I'm just a human being. I do so because maybe it is because of anger. But actually,I didn't mean my words. And yes,I'm not into all this,I can be quite ignorant some time and I can't be bothered. :) Happy happy lah. Forgive and forget. *Remember I can't be bothered.*

I WILL COME BACK!!!!

WAIT! ;)

(i know. who will want to wait for me? haha. perasan.)

With Love,

Mimi

XOXO

(55) RAYA WITH SYG'S FRIENDS.

2010-10-01T20:13:00.004+08:00

Date: 26th September 2010

Event: Raya Outing With Syg's Friends.

One word: Awesome!

His friends soo damn funny.

That's all I could say.

And obviously,I did enjoy myself.

Sayang,confident ehk?

Hee. Insya-Allah. Amin.

With Love,

Mimi

XOXO

(54) SHIOK SENDIRI.

2010-09-20T00:56:00.005+08:00

Met Sayang on 18092010.

I miss him once he is out of my sight.

Pictures taken after I reached home,I was too lazy to clean up myself.

I still remember the times where I hardly smiled in pictures.

Then when I realised something about myself.

I gained more confidence.

And there...

Always with my Megawatt Smile. :)

Always perasan lah kan.

Event: Salam Lebaran @ Marsiling CC

Venue: Marsiling CC

Date: 19092010

I super love my make-up!!

*Sorry,i love to praise myself.*

The green highlights with some dirty green and turqoise,

made me feeling-feeling like an IFS.

Hee! :)

Performance was perfect for me.

Taik hidong!!!

*I had slight flu.*

Kak Nissa.

Been a great and responsible friend.

Stepping thin only!!

*Faizal,nak kahwin ngan saye?*

Bubbles.

With Love,

Mimi

XOXO

(53) RETAIL THERAPY WITH THE GIRLS.

2010-09-17T10:51:00.003+08:00

It was unplanned. I didn't know that they were going out too. Thought of going alone to buy some stuffs,and get some retail therapy. But I tagged along with them.

And..and.. it was triple the fun. Even much better.

In the auditorium with them Girls.

Really wished Syad could join us.

There will always be next time,aye. :)

Makan Time!

Sooo hungry.

I ate prawn noodles which was simply delicious. Like Mama cook uhh.

Nelly and Kade eat their all-time favourite fried fish soup.

Mami Nelly.

With Kade,always been there for me.

Eventhough,they don't mention a single thing.

Can really see that they are concern about me.

Always ensure that I'm alright.

Kade.

Very strong-willed person.

And don't just a book by its cover.

She's not arrogant k.

Just that she is shy. :)

Shy seyy.

Finally. Myself.

Thanks to you,Nelly and Kade.

You watch me the times when I'm up and down.

Thank you soo much for being there.

I don't have the money,or anything to repay both of your kindness.

May Allah bless you both and grant your wishes and prayers.

Amin.

With Love,

Mimi

XOXO

(52) missing you.

2010-09-12T19:05:00.001+08:00

MIAFAI.

When will the day come for me to set eyes on you again?

With Love,

Mimi

XOXO

(51) SELAMAT HARI RAYA

2010-09-11T17:25:00.005+08:00

Firstly,

SELAMAT HARI RAYA

MINAL AIDIL WALFAIZIN

To all my close friends.

Mimi wanna apologise for all my nonsense talking,my criticisms,my jokes which are the very very nonsense,my actions which hurt all of you. Please forgive me. Please halalkan makan & minum Mimi.

MY FIRST DAY RAYA

For those who are wondering how my house looks like.

Here you go.

Jumbo house that is. (Two house joined together)

I find it small though,as both storerooms are connected instead of the two living rooms.

As long,I have a place to stay,oklah kan. :)

Again.

Laughing lah. I cannot tahan my aunt joked around.

Kecoh as always.

This is my Aunt,Bik Noi. Always jokes around. Many say I resemble her.

Her features especially.

My Atok & Nyai.

What I want to eat, she will cook for me.

What I want to drink, he will buy for me.

Whatever I want, they will get for their children,pamper them.

I learn a hard living from them both.

And I owe them alot. *Terhutang budi.*

The women. *Not all are here.*

Ladies. *Not all are here.*

The Guys. *Not all are here.*

Oh btw, the botak head guy is my brother.

Since all of you are wondering.

With small kids.

Me.

In my previous year raya outfit.

I will wear my new outfit soon.

Here I end,

ENJOY YOUR RAYA MONTH.

EAT MANY MANY.

COLLECT MANY MANY TOO K.

With Love,

Mimi

XOXO

(50) stuck.

2010-09-07T17:16:00.003+08:00

I'm tired.

Tired of .....

I want to work.

With love,

Mimi

XOXO

(49) Miss Those Days.

2010-09-03T23:05:00.003+08:00

Farah GILERR!!!

Miss Those Days.

Things got to change.

My Behaviour ESPECIALLY.

Hopefully,you girls are getting along well.

With Love,

Mimi

XOXO

(48) Happy Birthday,Princess

2010-08-30T16:35:00.004+08:00

Met Sayang at Pasir Ris last week. He was terribly sick.

He took this using my handphone. Asked me to do a pout. I just couldn't.

*Shy lah!*

Event: Celebrate Niece's Birthday

Venue: Her school. (Void deck)

Date: 30th August 2010

I love them soo damn much. They went through tough times too like I did. But they faced these at a young age than mine. Despite the fact,all of us,my blood,are still smiling away as we are grateful to have elderly(s) who have taken excellent/tip-top care of us.

*Allah will bless you two energizers.*

More pictures from Abang's camera. But I prefer those from my handphone. Caanteek! :)

Annnnddd.....

I can't study.

Thursday Exam seyyy...

so how?

~~last min lah nie~~

With Love,

Mimi

XOXO

(47) Rindu Asam...

2010-08-23T10:21:00.002+08:00

Asam. I miss you.

*Bbyang,how you know I miss him? Though I have not mentioned anything.*

With Love,

Mimi

XOXO

(46) GIRLFRIENDS!

2010-08-22T04:03:00.005+08:00

Sorry for the late updates.

I went out with Girlfriends before fasting months commenced.

Sorry to miss out the recent outing. I had to attend L.A training. Meet up soon,okay.

Miss you,Girls.

Your Laughter,Your Smile,Your Jokes

Esp Miss Being Bullied By You Girls.

With Love,

Mimi

XOXO

(45) Kids.

2010-08-15T16:17:00.005+08:00

6th Months.

Picture edited by very own Sayang,and he displayed this on my hp wall paper.

Sempat ehk! =p

14th August indicated our 6 months. Like any other couples,we went through ups and downs together. Still,I love you,Sayang. We didn't meet on most of the 14ths due to our personal commitments. Not that we celebrate,just that we both want to have our usual Mimi - Afai Days.

*It's ok,Sayang. If we believe and hope,Insya-Allah,there are more to come. Amin.* :)

In the morning of 14th August, I went to work at Pasir Ris as a fun fair stall assistant under JKidsAmusement. This pharmacy company (which I can't mention here) organised a fun fair event for the disabled kids from a special school. The entire day was a significant one which really opened up my eyes,heart, my 5 senses to say...

I started my work,helping out the volunteers who were from the company. Some thought that I and other colleagues were teachers. heh! They were very passionate about this event and went all out to run the event smoothly. Though the fun fair was a small one,but for me,it was a great learning journey and working experience.

The children who came were toddlers and young kids probably aged to 7 years. They looked very normal like any of us,but cuter and adorable with their kiddish aura. But what touches me is that these kids were not normal and some were disabled,premature kids, hyperactive and slow thinkers (which are not considered normal).

Some had no parents (heard that they left the kids once they knew the kids were abnormal),adopted,however,there were parents who came,but left immediately after sending their children. I got the feeling that they were embarrassed. Wah...really,if you were there,you would feel how I felt on that day.

Like any other children, they had fun playing with their classmates. Everything was normal but it was their physical appearance that really saddened me. My other colleagues and I took care of a stall called Animal Rides, where there were animal machines which we could ride. They were fast and enjoyable. I rode together with some of the kids because some feared riding,some could not hold the handle bars. From what I saw,they had fun riding,and that was what I aimed for that day.

Haish,people.....be grateful k. You have both parents,you have a house and everything that you have which others don't. If you think that your life is hard,but compared to what?? I'm in no position to say anything,as I am a human being who complains like others too. Though I may complain to voice out my feelings, I'm grateful to be born in this world,given soo much abilities,a beauty and everything. Thank you,Allah. Alhamdullillah. :')

With Asyura. Her beauty and cuteness took my heart away.

(Some kids were not allowed to take pictures due to personal reasons.)

After clearing,my colleagues and I took the rides. Enjoy the video. :)

I found this in Facebook,tags from other people. Damn funny.

heee. :))

*Sorry for the long post.*

With Love,

Mimi

XOXO

2010-08-14T23:58:00.001+08:00

(44) Pentas Lestari Seni IV

2010-08-11T17:33:00.007+08:00

Event: Pentas Lestari Seni IV

Date: 25th July 2010

Venue: Fuchun CC

Performers: Swatari (Pak Ngah),Malaysia, Indonesia Arts School, Dian Dancers, Sri Warna, Persadaku Seni, Tepak Sireh ABS, others (I forget! heh)

Initially,I backed out from the production as I wanted to focus on my revision and projects. I don't really know the outcome of my results. Hopefully,I did well. *Have to be positive.*

Stay tune,readers. I will update about my hilarious unforgettable GF outing and karaoke session with Sayang & friends.

*I don't mind if you think that you're asking too much of me. And that is what I need based on my past. I believe that our sacrifices made for each other will turn into something fruitful in years to come. Insya-Allah. I'm not expecting much. Just that,I believe,Sayang. :)*

With Love,

Mimi

XOXO

(44) Pentas Lestari Seni IV

2010-08-11T17:28:00.002+08:00

(43) LUCKY ME.

2010-08-04T19:31:00.003+08:00

I am very to lucky to have a boyfriend and friends who care soo much about me,bother my cartooness.

I love you,people. :)

Muks,muks,muks!! *My flying wet kisses,better catch them*

With Love,

Mimi

XOXO

(42) Dreams.

2010-08-03T16:00:00.003+08:00

Pictures of Hospitality Party will be uploaded soon.

Yes,I am someone who keeps chasing for my dreams. I will make sure I feel satisfied but at the same time grateful with what I have.

Lately,I have been thinking alot about what to do during my holidays and some other personal stuffs. I'm soo bored at home. I can still work as a part-time waitress but not at that hotel. I heard soo many stories about it after I left. I heard some executives left for some reasons,and new ones are hired and their operations are much more tighter.

I don't mind working anywhere,but still I have to look at the culture within the working environment. I can't be fussy but to adapt with it. *Chicken or fish,Sir?*

~~I will feel stupid,lacking of knowledge. after soo long not schooling & studying.~~

*Bie,text me when there is work. I cannot tahan.*

With Love,

Mimi

XOXO

(41) Exams. Attachment.

2010-07-28T19:33:00.004+08:00

Our first study session.

Kade Masror took this.

Expo Day - Most boring outing with other hospitality students from other schools.

We are proud to serve you soon. heh. *Macam paham*

Exams will be held in 5 weeks' time. I really can't wait to complete this semester.

As I'm getting over with each semester, the next one will get tougher and heavier. The intensive projects,the modules content...Gosh!!

Aaannnddd....I'm super happy that the class will be doing our attachments in Year 3,2nd Semester. I'm still deciding which options I should choose. Taking up Hilton scholarship would be a great opportunity. But the downside is,some may not want to continue after graduation as there are many other offers.

After the period of 6 months, Hospitality Class 2012 will graduate. I'm still wondering what to do after that. I have something in mind. I'm not confident of being an asset to the company due to my reasons and the company's reasons.

Hopefully...*Cross fingers*

While one still thinks about what to do after so and so,her other half also thinks about what to do after ORD...Think carefully,Sayang. I will always be there to support you. :)

With love,

Mimi

XOXO

(40) Not yet over!!!

2010-07-12T14:08:00.012+08:00

3rd July 2010 : Persadaku Seni Performance At Fuchun CC

Celebrating Bulan Bahasa 2010

10th July 2010 : Indra Nila Kirana Performing At Mediacorp

Mega Perdana 2010

Practised almost every night for this event. Alhamdullillah, the performance went smoothly though there were last minute changes.

Enjoy the photos,people!

Eeeewww!! My lil pinky!

I miss Sayang alot alot alot. Come back soon. :(

Soo lonely without you.

With love,

Mimi

XOXO

(39) Back to School.

2010-06-29T01:53:00.006+08:00

Dearest Readers,

I have been dragging myself to school nowadays. Firstly,my long journey to school (from Clementi to Yio Chu Kang) is killing me. I know I have to endure till April 2012. I just to keep myself calm and patient and keep my mind on the right mood all the time. Besides,studying via googling is my thing,so I really want to give a shot till graduation.

Time will fly fast with completion of projects back to back, tarian practices on Tuesdays and weekends,what else? *Thinking...*

Not that I regret that I have quite a few involvements,but maybe I love to make myself occupied. So ya,like what all my lovelies always remind me,'STAY POSITIVE.'

First thing to update you,my photoshoot pictures were uploaded few days back. I have a folder of myself (some pictures were taken from my friends,and I have edited some). Below is the summarised photoshoot.

There you go.

Keep the comments to yourself. If you want to tell me,I'm willing to hear,like I say I accept any criticism and compliments. ;)

Last night (28th June 2010),I had tarian practice for an upcoming wedding show on 11th July. Thank you to Kak Putri for sparing some time to teach us the dance. I really appreciate it. *And I kept thinking,wahh...she is that free??*

Alhamdulillah,i was initially selected to perform for a live performance which is an opening act for Mega Perdana 2010 on 10th July 2010. But due to some factors,I was replaced. Then again,I understand the situation which happened last week.

I know my strengths and weaknesses as a dancer,but still,I'm grateful to be part of the team. =)

Yada yada yada....

This is random.

You know....*I know you don't know*

Heee. *Okaaaay...nonsense.*

No...actually...

Just don't judge me by how I dress and how I look when I'm outside of my house.

I may dress openly (not that openly),I may doll-up like a geisha,I may not wearing make-up and look like a Filipino maid,

But please,I'm not what you think.

Havoc lah,or what lah...I am me.

Thank you for respecting me.

Thank you lah many many =)

Here I end,thank you for reading.

With Love sooo great,

Mimi

XOXO

(38) Deep apology.

2010-06-22T15:55:00.004+08:00

Dearest readers,

I'm sorry for not updating my blog. Yeah, I know I'm not that popular,and who lah kan read my blog. *Sia-sia English dpt ~~distinction~~.*

Nah...I will be fine. I blog for people to read my entries and know more about me and my life story.*No hard intentions k.*

After this post,I will try to update my blog with decent entries like storybook chapters. I'm most grateful if you're following. If you find my entries long,I don't force you to read. Only read me when you want to sincerely. Okok? =)

Short updates:-

Nelly's Sister's Wedding at Tampines

*As always,Mimi Bonhot is super perasan lah* =)

My Happy Pills: Nelly,Kade & Arjuna.

(Background:Classmates whom I super love too)

The entire class went to RWS & MBS for Retail Outing.

I had my photoshoot with My Happy Pills.

(Not current photo)

As always,Mimi-&-Afai Days ;))

I love you,Sayang. Many2. Deep2. =)

*Listen if you care.*

With love,

Mimi

XOXO

(37) Pathetic.

2010-05-19T00:28:00.003+08:00

Dearest Sayang,

After what happened last night, I couldn't help myself,but to keep thinking how pathetic I was,how useless I could be as your girlfriend. I really can't do much. Sometimes I blame the distance between us which makes things tough for you and me in some ways. I really hope you understand and that you have adapted to this situation. I'm trying my best too..And I know it's hard for me. Mentioned in the previous post,yes,I'm enduring.

I'm really sorry for not being your best girlfriend,I'm really sorry that I have too many restrictions and limitations to myself for certain things. I do these because I have reasons for them and I know my future will be affected.

Sometimes,I try not to sulk or to be jealous about stuffs. Though sometimes I do want to. But to think of it,what is the point of having these feelings when I myself can cool down without you being physically there and to comfort me. I try not to show these feelings. I know I would make you worried and you know,I don't really voice out about this. We need to compromise and hope that we get along well in this relationship.

You have done sooo much for me,Sayang. *You know yourself.* You have been sooo patient towards me. Never have you raise your voice or scold me. This is why I try not to make you angry. *I scared lah kan when you're angry,just remember 1st Jan 2010* And about other guys,don't worry,you know that I'm guilty-conscious. So ya,honesty is the best policy though it hurts you terribly.

Sayang,since I'm not the best...I just hope that I'm not comparable with the rest. I honestly don't want to be in line with them. They were someone when you were with them. Likewise,I am someone when I'm with you. Girls handle stuffs differently. I want to be myself when I'm with you. I'm very lucky to have someone like you who understand my actions. *Paham paham jelah ehk.*

I have never feel like this before. I have never receive such great treatment. Thankiu sooo much Sayang.

*If I were to lose you for stupid reasons,I don't deserve your love. But you have been my bestest in this entire world.*

For the future,I will always remember our Baby Irfan to spark our love.

I truly love you,Sayang.

With Love,

Mimi

XOXO

(36) Far apart.

2010-05-08T18:28:00.004+08:00

Distance can never separate two hearts that really care & loyal, for our memories span the miles and in seconds we are & will always be there. But whenever I start feeling sad, because I miss you, I remind myself how lucky I am to have someone so special to miss.

Yes, I do agree that the test of love is not when we are together. It comes when we are not together and realize that despite the distance, love is still there. Trust is the key issue. It can affect me in all sorts of way. *I will never know.* We will face these hard times, and I just hope that we will get through these together and pray that we will get the best of what we want most.

Like I have always said, chiong this year till next May. I will keep myself busy. Fuhhh...
I will never let a day goes by without you knowing how much I love and care about you.

*Sometimes I miss you so much, I just want to rip you out of my daydreams and hug you!*

P.S: I LOVE YOU,SAYANG.

With Love,
Mimi
XOXO

(35) Tell me,please...

2010-05-04T22:17:00.005+08:00

Yes,Aladdin. What are you thinking,huh?

Do I have to know something which I may not know about?
Who else can we depend on?
Pfft......
What else?

With Love,
Mimi
XOXO

(34) Relief.

2010-04-27T22:06:00.009+08:00

25th April 2010: Arca Gemilang

Persadaku Seni performed 3 dance items- Dia Datang,Nona Singapura & Abang Adam's item. I only performed 2 out of the 3 items. It was definitely a great exposure for me working with them and especially got the opportunity to work with Abang Rizman. I'm really grateful to be invited by him to dance for the team. Yes,I feel part of the family. :)

I can't wait for more upcoming events and I wanna show the best out of me. Thank you for all of your support - Mama,Abang,Kakak,Afai Sayang,Nelly,Kade,Syad,Maya,Iqah,INK Girlfriends,Persadaku Seni,Tepak Sireh,Kak Putri,Kak Ayu and others. :)

21st & 22nd April 2010: Indra Nila Kirana Club Crawl 2010

It was my first time performing with the team. I felt satisfied after the performance. :) But I have yet to show how versatile I am as a dancer. *Badan Melayu,Oi!!!*

A lesson learnt: Always stay humble wherever your feet stand at. Heads not too high not too low,so be grateful. ;)

Sayang,cepat alek!!!! Saye rinduuuu awak sangat-sangat!!!! =(

With Love,
Mimi
XOXO

(33) Performance.

2010-04-21T23:04:00.002+08:00

Something was missing. That was 'wirasa'. I smiled throughout and didn't cock up. Unfortunately,I couldn't bring across the expression. All I know the team did our best.

A big Thank You to Bada, Feeq, Kak Putri, Kak Ayu, Shahrul, Irah and the rest for helping me out with touching up my make-up, putting on the accessories, setting up my hair. I know I should have done some by myself. Secondly,being honest here,without Kak Ayu and Kak Putri,everything would go hay-wired. Not just for today,but also carrying out each practice smoothly and at the same time enforcing firm rules to be followed. *I promise to be a good secretary kk?* :)

I would like to apologise to any party within the team if there is something that you may not accept about me. Yes,I'm close with that person or this person. I feel comfortable mixing with everyone. I don't want people to think negative of something (some of you may know). No matter how much we hit on each other, but by the end of the day, we still need each other for certain purposes. I hope everyone will understand. And thank you for understanding.

P.S: I will upload the pictures soon.

With Love,
Mimi
XOXO

(32) Losing confidence.

2010-04-14T00:53:00.002+08:00

After last night,I was losing my confidence. But I held on tight because I was assigned a huge responsibility.

Initially,I had high hopes on what I really wanted. Yes,I did think of my luck and fate. I guess,I wasn't that lucky. After the arrangement,I was surprised about the selection. There was no point of complaining or whining about it. I knew my memory was my weakness. *Im trying to boost it.*

Fuuuhhh...I was really down. It was really sucks to think about it. But again,I couldn't help it. *Cooling down now.*

Sigh.

With Love,
Mimi
XOXO

(31)Stress Plus Pressure.

2010-04-07T00:33:00.006+08:00

Tuesday,6th April 2010

I'm pressurised to do well in tarian. I need to think carefully before I make my final decision. *It's like maen baju seyy..* If I'm not selected,then it's not my luck. But I always accept my fate and I know more wonderful things are queueing up for me. Insya-Allah,everything will be fine.
Pad on my shoulder. *Tap! Tap!* So far I tried my best,I pushed myself. I know I did well. *Smiling :)*

Sunday,4th April 2010

Some Andayu members and I had helped out in Mega Perdana Dikir Barat like ushering and setting up the venue. Great experience indeed but it was'nt what I had expected. *Some times,it's just about the other parties. Cekik darah betol!!* Ended the day,eating dinner with Farah & Irah and sharing stories as usual. :)

Farah! Adoi!! Muke steam ehk. hee. mine too!

Wednesday,31st March 2010

I was really tempted to sing. Finally,the girls planned to go Grandlink before heading to their Dikir practice. I woke up super early. Super tired and sleepy. While others sang,I did fall asleep. *Idiot!* Yeah! Fun,fun fun!

*Friday is gonna be sucks,cb.*

With Love,
Mimi
XOXO

(30) Catching up.

2010-04-01T19:23:00.005+08:00

Yudi Henderano

In his school library

I had to send Yudi to school today. He was very 'manja'. He held my hand as we walked to school. I had to comb his hair and checked whether he was presentable. Mama Jamal was helping out with Mama's orders for the Thai students who visited the school for an exchange programme. After eating lunch with Yudi, we went to the school library. He was supposed to participate in the colouring contest which was incorporated with Happy Easter Day. He didn't want to. He wanted to read book instead. As I was looking at him,I pretended to fall asleep on his shoulder. Hehe. He asked me to wake up. Soo adorable lah! Mama wanted to adopt him when he was newborn. I didn't know the full story. Nevertheless,mama still treats him like her own. =)

What??!! Cute right?? *Ehem!*

On Tuesday,I met Sayang at his place. I accompanied him to the hospital for his check-up. After check-up,we went to watch 'How to train your dragon'. The movie was superb and quite touching. The storyline was hilarious yet meaningful to bring across the moral of the story. *Must watch heh!* Sayang sent me to school for tarian practice. Thank you for every single thing,Sayang. =))

I love you lah,Afai Oi!! =p

With Love,
Mimi
XOXO

(29) Hope.

2010-03-27T15:12:00.002+08:00

Hopefully,they don't destroy what I have.

I need to believe,trust and be patient.

With Love,
Mimi
XOXO

(28) Photoshoot.

2010-03-26T14:14:00.002+08:00

I had great fun on 25th March 2010. It was fab! I did enjoy myself being around with the girls (Kade,Syad,Iqah & Maya). Unfortunately,Nelly couldn't make it due to personal commitments. Wish we will have more of this in the future. Insya-Allah,the business will run smoothly. Amin

After photoshoot,I met Sayang. Wah...I miss him soo much seyy. Hee! Macho soldier boy... *Melts*

Will upload pictures soon alrite. Sorry to keep you waiting. =p

With Love,
Mimi
XOXO

(27) Shay,your words.

2010-03-21T23:28:00.006+08:00

Someone named by Shay wrote this. This feeling is very deep.

She said,

"Every one tells me you don’t deserve me, they are right you don’t deserve me i deserve you.

I am sorry about never trusting you, i am sorry for always hurting you, i am sorry i can’t be who you want me to be, i am sorry i can’t be perfect, i am sorry for our past experiences, i am sorry i can’t be your dream girl, what i am aiming for is i am sorry i am not good enough to be with you. I really miss you.

Sometimes you think you’ve gotten over someone but when you see them smile you suddenly realize your just pretending you got over them to erase the pain of knowing they will never be yours.

It takes a minute to find someone special a day to love them, and a life time to forget them.

The worst way to miss someone is to have them sitting right next to you and knowing you can’t have them.

Someday you’ll love me the way i love you.
Someday you’ll miss me the way i miss you.
Someday you’ll want me but i wont want you."

With love,
Mimi
XOXO

(26) Pretend.

2010-03-21T23:07:00.002+08:00

I act like I don't know anything that has happened and I don't bother.
But I actually keep thinking about it at the back of my mind.

To JackD Vampire: I must agree with what you said that I must be someone. Yes,I am someone whom people have yet to discover.

With Love,
Mimi
XOXO

(25) Days.

2010-03-18T19:18:00.003+08:00

Yeah,I could feel the shivers you had.
Honestly,today was a different ride for me as it was raining heavily. And thanks to Allah,there was no thunder and lightning.

As you rode,words kept running through my mind. I couldn't even utter when I looked at your face. My little timid heart prayed for our safe journey. And I enjoyed it. Because...really...no words to describe. I have the feelings with me,but it's just that I can't put into words.

Without you...

Without you,maybe my life would be the same but a little more matured.
Without you,my heart would not be as soft.
Without you,I would be a much less sweetheart than I am now.
Without you,I am less patient.
Without you,I would have never been to the places we have been.
Without you,I would not go out and explore but would just work my ass off.
Without you,I would not know how it feels to be in love.
Without you,I would not feel the true meaning of kisses.
Without you,I have one person lesser to listen to me.
Without you,I would not have the courage to push myself far to be faithful.

Simply..with you,life would just be different,a happier and sweeter one. But it is and will always be a more thoughtful one as I have another heart to take good care of. =)

Once I drop a tear in the ocean. When I find it,it is when I will stop loving you.

Just a saying eh. But if our love lasts,I want to love you forever.

If I die,I would want to hear your footsteps on my graveyard.

ok ok?

*Mimi seyy..hee =p*

With Love,

Mimi

XOXO

(24) What a week!

2010-03-08T02:32:00.003+08:00

Sorry readers for not updating my blog. I know it has been some time.
Likw always I have been doing great.

Starting off with a blast Monday,my girlfriends and I went to sentosa. We enjoyed the waters. But unfortunately,the scorching sun sunbaked me terribly. And now I have a horrible back. I wonder how long it takes to remove this dead skin. Soo the terok u know! pfft!!

I went to work on Thursday and Friday. I learnt to set up Western lunch setting and did a turnover for 5 coffee stations. Wah! Leg pain seyyy...Dish stewards always make my working days soo kecohrable. They always have something to say about me when I past that kitchen. Not only them,one of the chefs is kinda flirty. Wanna make me as his girlfriend. *Shiiook sendiri!* Ayy...I work to earn money and gain experience. Not more than that. No. You cant be finding love in the same workplace. Wah sian arh... *I have my one and only,so all these are not important.*

I spent the entire Saturday afternoon and night with Sayang and his friends. I was shy as usual. *Will adapt myself sooner or later,no worries. Winks!*

I miss him sooo much. Though distance between us is a problem, but all I know that this love push me far to sacrifice,perservere and to be patient. I mean sometimes it's hard to trust the person. He's soo far away from you and that you don't know what he is up to. I am overcoming this because I believe. Yes,I believe that whatever comes to our way,we will keep this strong. I know what I am doing,so I don't need to fear if people make up stories about me and somebody else. If I have made a mistake,I will tell. You know me,I feel guilty that fast. Yeah,It's good to be in love again. My first love was a foolish one with a lot of curiosity. I don't know if that was love before. And now,I feel that this is for real. *Been reminding myself this*

*I love you soo much,Sayang.*

With Love,
Mimi
XOXO

(23) Fate.

2010-02-28T21:25:00.008+08:00

I know what I lack of.
I know what my strengths and weaknesses are.

I saw and heard everything since young.

I will always stay calm and patient.

But urmmm...I need to cry soo badly,to let it burn.

If anything happens,I know what the reason is.
And I will accept this fate sincerely.

*No matter how much I love you,I don't own you.*

With Love,
Mimi
XOXO

(22) -.-

2010-02-18T15:59:00.005+08:00

Addicted to Pinky Baby.

Thank you for telling the truth,syg.
I'm neither hurt nor anything.
Nope,I'm not changing my perception of you.
That was your past.
Furthermore,I believe that everyone has their animal instincts.
I asked because I could see from your looks.
And the other reasons are..dot dot dot.
I'm cool about it. No worries alright.

And I still love you. Soo much.

*'Cause I'm uncommon. I don't want and will never 'cause I fear of letting her down. People can tell from the looks to the way we walk etc. Or it's just me.*

To Kade: Thank you soo much,lovelle for the post in your blog. Soo sweet tau. Hee! Cant wait to see u n nel. Miss you girls. =)

To Sparks: I know you all are down when you got to find out about my status. Well,it's my life. I hope you understand.

With Love,
Mimi
XOXO

(21) My Sweetest Valentine's Day

2010-02-15T01:41:00.002+08:00

The sweetest day which is undescribable and it is beyond words.

Thank you soo much,Afai Sayang,for every single thing.

You've made my valentine's so memorable.

I'm sorry if I trouble you in any ways.

Lastly,I love you,my sweet love.

With Love,

Mimi

XOXO

(20) Patience.

2010-02-09T23:45:00.003+08:00

I miss you soo much,sweetheart...

(19) Dearest Wednesday,

2010-02-03T19:29:00.005+08:00

*I miss someone who looks like her. But she's prettier,more fats on her ahaha.*

Ist account: All I can say that this cabin crew is a snobbish person. Maybe she serves with a smile well in the air and not on land. Haha! But really she's damn gorgeous,but her face like quite pimplish. I think she should smile more and relax her tensed face. Scary seyyy..

My 2nd account: I was in the train heading towards Pasir Ris when I saw a young petite lady with a French Twist and what attracted my attention was her striking lightblue eyeshadow. Upon looking at her,I wonder why she's tying French twist,when she was only wearing my 'type of dress' and carried a black medium-sized bag.

I was really curious so I really scanned through her and when I saw a dark blue handbag,straightaway I came into a conclusion that she was an air stewardess from SIA. Yes,she is a cabin crew. She is quite chubby though. When I looked at her face, she doesn't look like a cabin crew. And hell yeah,she stared at me and my hair when I got up from my seat. As usual,I calm down myself and gave a pleasant smile from the side. She knew I was looking at her all along from Jurong East to Clementi. From the way she stood, I could see that she's a loud and out-going person.

From what I saw,I realised that the company recruits those who have the entire package. Not all are as beautiful as commercial SIA Girls. Maybe their out-going personality and their excellent customer service are as important. On the other hand, healthy facial and body skin, height and teeth also come into play. *Wah soo stress seyyy*

Since she left the family,I didn't think of wanting to be one. After a few years, something set upon me that made me want to do this. I do really miss her a lot. *Please find me,please...* Eversince,I become more appreciative in F&B line. Many said that being one is just as being a high class waitress. I can't deny that. But I can sense a great satisfaction when I serve well and esp working for a prestige company.

Nenek Mude is wearing Red or Green now but not yet an inflight supervisor. I can't really remember. Nenek is abt mid-30s but she looks very young. The last time I saw her was during Abang Boy's wedding. She tied French twist as per normal but with a pearl clip. Like always,she never fail to smile. Tok Mude is so lucky to have her *Wife is so young,yet beautiful.*. Hmmm...I don't want to have high hopes on this because I don't have one of the criteria which is height. And thanks to Si Chao who asks me to jump and grow within 2 years because he believes that I can get in. Funny lah you,commando!!! I will miss you if you join the marine.

Let mothernature takes its course. =))

With Love,
Mimi
XOXO

(18) Nak lyn ke tknk?

2010-02-02T20:27:00.002+08:00

*This time,I need to voice out in Malay. Apologies to my non-malay readers.*

Hmmmm...Aku seriously tak paham seyyy...Ape kau nak arh? Aku spare tyre kau kape? Kalau kau nk maen2,cakap skrg lah...Kau tk keciankan aku ke? Kau tkde hati perot,kau tk hormat aku...Aku blang ko everything tau,aku pon tkde time nk lyn2 nie sume...aku tkde mase...kau peh byk pompan,dah tu cari aku....penipu betol...big fat liar and fuck ur words that i'm the best for u...fuck dat,chicken. Kalau kau nk tau,aku tk berani nk layan laki laen pasal hal dulu. Orang kate aku sombong pon aku tk pasal,janji aku tk lyn,nk create chaos kat sini. Aku pon tk heran. Kau tk ingat ke,selagi aku tk dapat ape aku nk,nie sume tk perlu...Apape jadi,jgn dtg balek kat aku. Aku tknk pandang pon muke kau. Aku tk menyampah arh. Tapi aku rase aku buang mase lyn org mcm kau. Go ard with that fuck sweet words,sampai kau betol2 nk pompan tu,pompan tu satu mcm..baru kau tau...mmg aku perangai...aku tk menyusahkan kau satu cent pon lah...

u dun deserve the best,cause u dun treasure the best.

*Daily readers will know who is this. Read between the lines.*

With Love,
Mimi
XOXO

(17) Here you go,my one & only

2010-02-02T01:52:00.002+08:00

Even with this,I still can't get enough of you. Wo xiang ni,afai!!!! Many many!!! =))

I heart you.

Kissy Kiss!!

You're the reason that I smile.

And when I'm alone too. *People think that I'm crazy.*

Don't look at me like that lah,sayang! *Melts*

With Love,

Mimi

XOXO

(16) Want to let you know that I...

2010-01-31T01:42:00.004+08:00

When I tease you,
I actually want you to tease me back,so to make me laugh.

When I look into your eyes,
I know you would wait and don't look away until I do.

When I'm awake till late night,
I know that you would try your best to stay up all night to accompany me.

When I look at them girls,
I don't really bother,because I know I can try to be the best for you,
and I want to.

When I'm discouraged,down and mad,
You will never fail to make it positive for me.

When I keep quiet and smile,
I am imagining my future with you.

When I kiss you and laugh,
I am actually completely comfortable with you.

When I feel your heart-felt kisses on my shoulder,
I do really wish that you would stay on forever.

When you're a part of my life,
I really stop fooling around.
I know it's for myself.
But...urmmm...something about you that I can't really explain.

And one more thing I need to know,prove me,love,that this is for real. I know time will prove it. If it's a game,then I really don't wish to stay and play.

And I want you to know that every action does has a meaning.
From my touches to my kisses,they have meanings too.
I hope the same from your touches and kisses.

P.S: Mine are genuine (I don't kisses anyhow to anyone). I will reach my level-5 kiss one day. =)

With Love,
Mimi
XOXO

(15) Sorry,Sorry,Sorry

2010-01-29T21:40:00.003+08:00

To Ahlep Manje:

We both know that we can never be an item. I'm sorry that I can't accept you in the first place. I couldn't accept what you did to your ex-girlfriend, the way you stared at girls especially. But thank you for respecting me,appreciating me. Thanks a zillion. You saw my bad side when we went clubbing with friends and colleagues, you watched me serve my guests and disturbed me,asking me"Ape nie,Bie??". You know how sotong and clumsy I was.

Whenever Aqib walked in front of us, you kept saying matrep pe,bie.. I was like "Padahal,you pon be,Bie". Whenever all of us went out,I was the only one not like minah rep. Then you always tell your friends that you were proud of that,coz I was an extra special meal. Hahah. Funny lah you,kudut.

I remembered you told me this,"If Baby with the current one,dun give away your number,your body to anyone. Trust him..tkmo kenal-kenal ngan org laen,dah ade tu cukop. I know kalau you ade yang punye,u tkkan pandang sape2." Wah sey,Ahlep sacrifice nampak!! Ya,you gave in because you weren't good enough for me. Best part,the time we stared hard at each other wen we danced and grinded with different partners,you would say,"Sape tk jealous seyy,Bie. Baby best dancer,sume mau try." Wei!! Sedapnye mulot kau ehk! Hahah. Soo the last year lah kan.

Ahlep,now no more Bie here Bie there. I know you're moving on. But I know ur sad. Just wait for the right one for you. Work hard k,be patient. Don't repeat the stupid mistake.

*Now my only Bie is my Bestest Baby Shasha.* Girls out,Ladies in,kan bie?

*Sometimes,if you see that even if he's the one,you will still feel insecured. I know the reason and I keep my secrets too well. But I'm still wondering why this.....nah....just observe and you know my reason.*

With Love,
Mimi
XOXO

(14) At my lowest peak.

2010-01-29T14:53:00.003+08:00

I was at my lowest peak today. HC/HS0903 & Afai Sayang brought me up. Thankiu,thankiu,candies. Hee!
Nelly & Kade know me too well. Sorry for keeping quiet. You know right, I will be like that for cooling down. Thanks,girlfriends. =)

Once home, I was too tempted to on my baby. Tempted but don't know what to do, nothing in mind to google to read articles,survey some stuffs. I thought of studying, but at this point of time, I was too tired to do so.

Klah, I want to romance with my bestfriend,Google until I find something interesting. =)

Da!!!

*I miss you,sayang.*

With Love,
Mimi
XOXO

(13) You,you,you

2010-01-28T01:53:00.002+08:00

You're not perfect.

But

You're perfect for me.

With Love,

Mimi

XOXO

(12) Which one you like?

2010-01-27T20:32:00.005+08:00

Victoria's Secret

My Top 2 Choices

1st

2nd

What's hot on me? *Waiting to trim this bonhot body*

With Love,
Mimi
XOXO

(11)Do you know that...?

2010-01-26T01:54:00.007+08:00

To My White Chocolate Caramel Candybar,

Do you know that I'm lucky to have you?

Do you know that I can't stop thinking of you?

Do you know that I miss you instantly when you're out of my sight?

Do you know that I melt when listening to your voice?

Do you know that I love it

when you hold me tight and never want to let me go?

Do you know that I keep recalling silently the sweet moments we had together?

Do you know that I really try my utmost best to stop being the old me

when you ask me to promise you to change?

Do you know that I keep looking at your picture

whenever I miss you like crazy?

Do you know that I never fail to read ur messages everynight before I'm off to bed?

Do you know that I love it

when you look into my eyes to catch my attention?

Do you know that I keep looking at you with the corner of my eyes?

Do you know that whenever I smile and look at you,

I ask myself,oh my...is he the one?

Do you know that I don't and never want to let you go?

Do you know that I fear of disappointing and losing you?

And

Do you know that I love you?

*When people ask me what love is,then I will come closer to you,holding your hand and proudly say,this is love.*

But I just can't even look into your eyes~

'Cause I fear of falling deeply in love.

With Love,
Mimi
XOXO

(10) Random.

2010-01-25T00:50:00.002+08:00

Nah,not hot enough.
Small tits she got. *Growing lah,bachen*
But urmm...big ass huh...
*Wei!! Stuck in my head seyy-anonymous*
Tak,ok. Just wait and see. Don't crawl back. Bluek!!!

I'm laughing back at you.
Because....
It's all about sex appeal,
and how you play it on the bed.

People said dancers rule it because of something something. *Shakes head!*
No,no...it's how you play it on the bed.

This is soo random. No,actually,I remembered someone saying it. That is why I blog about it.

*Sayang,you're my Hershey factory. If your kisses are wishes,I would wish endlessly.* =))
What??!!! Stop blushing!! =p

With Love,
Mimi
XOXO

(9) Don't play games with me.

2010-01-24T13:26:00.006+08:00

Sometimes sweet words flow like a river.

Some sweet words are not meant to be true.

Like the river, I follow the flow,

To make time keep moving.

Thanks to the past,

You keep me strong and patient.

Strong and patient to face what is happening now.

With this, I gain wisdom of love and trust.

Love,love,love.

A strong word to define.

I may know who my love is but,

The thing is ~I don't know what it is.

Since I don't know what it is,

then keep playing games with me,

Because it seems that I'm getting heartless,

Or should I say sadless.

If you're good enough,

Then prove me that I have something to lose.

From the way I see,I have nothing to lose.

So,bring it on me,boo.

Dancing and studying keep me occupied.

Yes,keeping myself busy,

Just to forget all this.

Forgetting all this,just keep me happy.

I don't see that she is the one.

Go on,find the better one.

Following others' footsteps,finding better ones,

when right in your face,the one is always there.

Never play games when I can play better.

If you ask me what this entry is about,

Why I voice this out,

For whom I typed out,

Guess,you're just feeling the pinch.

*I can't wait to fly~
when a dream is fulfilled,my own happiness,my own success,passion and love. If not,then what's the point of creating a quote,"Don't give up."* =)

*Bie,I tk typical kan. Versatile + Own's version Gorgeousness=Ferocious Wong. Haha. Bie,school hols,we meet k. Then see me when i'm up and down.*

Fahmi,Mirrah,Mimi & Hezame Mulisha *Kpo je,Hezame.
Padahal,name doctor,name bike. =p*

*My sayang school hols,please come to me baby,fuck,suck me hard,
coz' I wanna party my ass off,wanna season body like crazy,wanna read books. =))*

With Love,
Mimi
XOXO

(8) Choices

2010-01-20T22:22:00.002+08:00

There were 5.

Then 4, 3, 2, 1.

I chose to leave 4, 3, and 2.

Guess...I was lucky.

Between 1 and 2.

I have made the right choice not to choose 2.

His Facebook told me everything.

Though it might be his past,but his aura makes me soo uneasy.

He can't blame me for staying away from him.

I hope he understand why we can't be one level higher than friends.

And now,

I do admit that 1 is the best so far.

I don't expect anything.

I don't regret knowing him.

With Love,

Mimi

XOXO

(7) Marketing Down.

2010-01-19T17:23:00.003+08:00

Though all minds are not as one in the process of completing the project, we have successfully completed and presented the project. If time was to be spent wisely,the project would no doubt be better than this.

I hardly voice out because I didn't want our friendship to be tensed. I just want you to remember that we will be together for the next 2 years.

Leaders are not always right. You lead because you should know the way to bring your followers to success. Without your followers, you're not even a leader.

Yes,I was mad with the way you handled stuff. Or maybe I started with a bad note in the beginning. But I think you should be professional and not bring this feeling all along. I do have a brain,so I response positively to your command. Yes,this is me. I know you're not happy. Really bad. Because in the process,I have never ever have that negative feeling or even express anger (only with the words of mouth but not at heart). That's not the Mimi you know. So here,I apologise for each and every mistake I have made. Not that I give in. Just that your Mimi here care about other people's feelings too.

Lucky,this Nelly Starr is in same group as Mimi Ciner. Go,M.K.N Salaku (A.Y.E PUNYE)!!

Mrepekz. *what the hell,mimi!*

I miss Princess Aurora =)

And him too. *Want touch you chin. Nice feeling seyy!! Hee. =))*

With Love,
Mimi
XOXO

(6) Happy,Happy,Happy!

2010-01-12T01:22:00.009+08:00

9th January 2009:~

I went out with Afai Sayang. *Floating*

I called it `Undescribable Mimi-And-Afai Day`. *Kan kan,yang? hee. =)*

Stomach in,Chest Out. Hehe,Afai Sayang so keai!! =)) *Me love this!*

My Little Princess,Aurora Nur Sarah Qistina-1st week of Kindergarten

Can I be this gorgeous on my big day?

Hardy Mirza's Time!!

Beauty and Fantasy Imagination =)

Shiok Sendiri. Me love!

Watch that eyebags,honey! Love your skin,flawless! =)

Great eye features =)

8th January 2009:~

A date with Baby Shasha. Hope she is happy now. =)

Finally,dapat makan ice-cream mahal kan,bie. =)

Bie,ingat tk,if smile at 1 guy,must smile at his friends too,or he said "Ehk,dier senyum kat aku arh." I know his friends jealous arh,bie i smiled at him. I know my smile is a killer.

*Mimi shakes head///Baby Shasha said to herself,'Aku lynkan je perangai si pumpkin aku nie'*

Hee. Thankiu,Bie =)

With love,
Mimi
XOXO

(5) Tensed. Then Relieved.

2010-01-07T01:05:00.005+08:00

My guts were right.

*Mama thought that I'm too kind and soft that there's an angel that speaks to me. Cute nah,mama =) But somewhat true,because you really have to know yourself and believe deeply in your soul,listen your soul and heart respond to your environment,trust them. That's your angel.
And Afai Sayang said that she's as beautiful as me. But right,my angel is drop dead gorgeous and glowy. =)*

Told me to google about some Business Theory concepts.
I was confident initially. I thought my concepts were right. I consulted my bestfriend,Google and there,she explained it soo well.

On the day of presentation, Group was tensed after knowing that other groups had better ideas. My angel told me not to feel tensed because of something *private and confidential*
and only Kade and Nelly knew about through my message. =))

Well,thank you,Group C,though our journey in completing the work was totally like shit because of my punctuality and some other reasons, we did well. That's the best I can feel about our project.

To my beau *which brings to my mind my charming young man*:
If you ask me to wait,then I will. I understand that my soldier boy has his responsibility. =) Psst ... Can't wait for this Saturday.

Lucky,Got these Happy Pills,Nelly and Kade

With Love,
Mimi
XOXO

(4) Goodbye 2009,Hello 2010

2010-01-01T18:53:00.006+08:00

Goodbye 2009:-

The year whereby

- Getting what I really and badly wanted which was taking up a hospitality course

- Knowing my Happy Pills,Nelly and Kade/Good friends,Syad,Iqah,Maya

- Never thought of quiting and joining back my pastime

- First job at M hotel

- Breaking up with a CLT

- Shit happened with new guys *Major problem*

- Ending the year with someone I want to be with *Just make it soo memorable*

Thank you,Familia esp Mama,Kak Ijah,Abg Aim,Baby Shasha,Bam,Nelly,Kade,Syad,Iqah,Maya,Afai Sayang,Syakir,NYP mates,Al-Syafiq (CLT),StageArts members (esp Kulshan),Team Andayu,Timmy,Alif Manje,other sparks (which I promised not to mention here) for leaving a footprint on my 2009 and getting to know me.

To sparks,I learnt so deep from the meaning of your words and thank you for giving a spark in my life. I will forgive and forget because it is unsignificant to be remembered. Erase me in your thoughts,and I will too in mine.

To my loved ones,thanks for being there. May Allah bless us with a life full of hapiness, rich with wisdom through His tests and may we lead a meaningful life ahead with His Guidance by giving us strength, perseverance and patience. *Amin*

Thank you,Afai Sayang. You end my 2009 and begin my 2010 with an unforgettable note. =)

2010,test me,challenge me with the help of His Guidance. Please be good to me,my sweet 2010.

*No new resolutions,but Im just leading life and be prepared to face challenges, accept fate,gain wisdom by learning to accept failures,love and appreciation.*

Alhamdulillah,Im grateful with what I have. Thank you,Allah. You make no mistakes.

With love,

Mimi

XOXO

(3) So what I'm 17 = Underage? =)

2009-12-27T00:58:00.018+08:00

24th/25th December 2009

Went to Alcova Cafebar's Underage Party. Gosh,this was the most suckiest party ever:-
1) Got in for 5 mins,went out to put my handbag,then it was full house.
2) Stood outside with new friends like idiots,then there was a sudden foam thingy
3) Went up to the bar,then there was a raid for 1 plus hour long. *Underage what! What do you expect?*
4) 50-50 Fight Malay V.S Chinese *All cooled down*

I couldn't take it no more,went to Chicken's place to watch movie and take a short nap before heading home. I left Adek with her boyfriends and girlfriends to drink,since I got noone and I don't drink. Now I could get over it. I had wasted $20 for the tix. Hmph! Neh mind,next time...*Can't wait to turn 18th soon,yeah..real soon* Thanks to Mama for letting me go once in a while. *Hee!! Mimi will study hard too k. Like I promised*

Mama knows that I will give my best too when it comes to studies and my make-up and hairstyling practices. Next week,I will be back with Andayu's Indra Nila Kirana. My stamina is very low for now. I'm still wondering if I can catch up with the rest. Man,you don't know that they are the best. They never fail to give their best and furthermore,most are external experienced dancers- I feel the pressure. All I know,I have to be humble,stay cool and just follow their lead. Learn from the best,and be the best. Their fave taglines 'Eh ah!!' and 'Happy Happy lah!'. Haha Miss that.

Enjoy the pictures!

New Party People

Buzz = Chris Brown

20th December 2009

Celebrated Adek Cousin's 16th Bday before heading St. James' Underage Party. I told her to appreciate her little girlfriends whom were soo nice to celebrate with her. Amy,her bestie,bought her a $88 Barbie cake. Bought some pizza to fill our tummy. Overall,not bad. And the party at the club was a blast!! No pictures at the party,me and Adek were busy dancing and getting to know alot of young people. Hehe! Cute right? Young people!!! *I will be seasoned soon.* =))

*Sweetheart,no more nonsense like last time. Hee!*

With Love,
Mimi
XOXO

(2) I can't deny that I and my love...

2009-12-23T14:46:00.004+08:00

Go on,people. Say it or save it.

I can't deny that I used to fall in love easily.
I can't deny that I was stupid to give more than I could to save relationships.
I can't deny that I fooled too much and hurt many.
I can't deny that I forced myself to feel hurt so that I feel nothing in the long run.
I can't deny that I groomed myself to yearn for stares.
I cant' deny that I was flirtatious and played with words.
I can't deny that I can't be defiant and always give in like an idiot brainless chicky.

As time flies,I realise what I really need and want in life. I will never turn back to repeat these.
Tough days make me realised that life will be more meaningful if principles are uphold tight and positive interpretations of one's words and actions will smoothen my life journey.

Love. A word so strong that I can't describe and so the dictionary which only shows concrete meaning but never ever potrays the real meaning of it. I'm unsure if I'm ready for it. Being in love again will start a new beginning for two. Things should be adjust to suit just for two too. For what I am,for who I am,all I want a love that last,a love that shows endurance and patience,
a love that is sugarly sweet with a touch of bitter and sourness. I don't need a love that shows sacrifices. Time to bed,go to bed. No need to be fetched or sent home. I don't need all that. However,huge sacrifices will show what love is in later part of life but not now. I want to be different and let me be,please. All I want to see my love smiling and to be there to support. We need each other to listen and exchange words. Doing things for our first time being together is superbly as sweet. As simple as that.

Dearest Sweetheart,seeing you for a second is just as memorable. Ending my days talking to you have always romance my nights. Never have you leave me without a smile. Never have you stopped making me blush so deep. Just hope this feeling will last because I do really love this. I know you would'nt mention that you have just lost someone last month(I found out,I need to know),I know you will fight for your love. But sometimes,turning back and fighting for your love which has been taken away is just a waste only with a purpose to prove pure love. But do find time to look forward and find true love and keep it locked to your heart. You will find the One,only when your heart says that she is really there. Dear,will I treasure those in hand and the memories love brings us. And if God's willing,we will be destined to be together. All I know this feeling keeps me afloat up in the sky. And I love the way you talk about the presence. And if you want me to wait and stay,I will. We don't need to rush things. We need to know each other more till when we know that we can't live without each other,then that will be the beginning. Till here I end,I want you to know I'm happy that you are a part of my life though we have known each other for a short while.

Nah,take that. Your fav blue eyeshadow. -.-

With love,
Mimi
XOXO

(1) Will you wait for me?

2009-12-17T11:24:00.001+08:00

Waiting...

Blog is under construction.

*Will blog soon...*